JND (1)
*deep breath* Suck it up man, don't be weak /
Don't let no threats cut open your focus, breathe /
I just hope when I'm old I'll see /
All the flaws that you thought malformed my being /

Don't talk or speak to the ones I love /
Now I'm stalked by the peace that I can't yet touch /
Man get up, don't stress so hard /
Think your breaths all blessed - can I mend your heart ? /

Yeah tears fall years more than they should /
And my peers warn fears swarm in your gut /
And tryna shake off feelings breaking me /
Is taking me much more than I really need /

*Still..* before I sleep, I lecture God /
I guess he hears well-wishing but it gets me cross /
I want never gets answers straight away /
But I see signs taking my pain, I pray /

For those that hurt me so, forgiven, yep /
And work keeps me busy in my solar system /
Yet when I try and sleep I think of you /
Thinking of me, in my dream wishing it was cool /

Thats the hardest time; when I wake up /
Because I miss seeing you smile sleepy when the day comes /
But we've gotta be right, I'm surer /
Coz I'm on top of my fight with you in my corner /

JND (2)
Yeah, I know times'thats hard keep me down /
Thats why I'm speaking more, not sleeping sound /
Hit the beer when I need soothing / think things improving /
But when I wake, still feel shit, I'm through with /

This I'm losing quick / I'm strewn in bits /
Feel used and twisted /
You got me gripped, hook, line and sink /
I miss you more than new york missed the twins er.. /

Theres no missed calls or texts to read /
My heads in pieces and I'm stressed belive it /
Why don't you ring me? just one message, easy? /
Luke, learn your lesson, leave it /

Still I wait for the phone to ring /
Those tones that lift my soul and bring /
Some focus with one moment if only /
So lonesome, lonley... me /

I'm not a green eyed, greedy man /
I'm tryna free my feelings before they eat me and /
I gave you space, maybe you'll come back /
Or maybe you'll stay away coz it's done now /

But I can't escape the thoughts /
Of you and some other man playing games indoors /
I grimmace, maybe your /
Missing me just as much, damn I wish you'd call /